An Unsubstantial Plea

I spend hours of indifference
In a world that ought be bliss
Not this barricade that blocks me
From that which I hold dearest
Silence that takes me
From my Life, my Love
The gap ought have been bridged
Years ago.
A voice calling out
So that All is known
Not this horrific unknown which I face
(The one that tears at me so)
I will beg, upon bended knees
For a simple word
Anything…
I am tired of Sadness
I am tired of Pain
All due to the lack of speech
I need to know that everything is alright
And if it is not
At least what it is-
So I do beg
(I plead)
Please my Love!
Please…
Pour out to me all that you feel
Be it:
Anger
Hatred
Pain
Love
Joy
Fear
Be it anything that you feel!
I simply want to know,
To share in these emotions
And not be left in a void
That is filled by terrible thoughts.
Worries of what is and is not,
Worries for nothing and everything
Just let me in
As I should have been long, long ago.